Rest and success never share the same bed...

(written January 8, 2009)

I heard Puffy say once that he sleeps about a couple hours a day. I understand that now...and no, I'm not missing sleep because I'm deranged. He went on to say that you can sleep when you're dead, and I feel that, too. Most of the power moves that I have made recently have happened between 11:00p.m. and 8a.m.

While I don't mind having a 9 to 5 while I'm working to build up StarChild, I have to admit, a whole new mode of operating has opened up to me now that StarChild can be my main business focus.

And what's crazier yet is that I'm the same bland chick who would swear up and DOWN that I NEVER wanted to be a CEO, would NEVER want to run my own business, NEVER wanted that type of responsibility. The same fight I put up with myself on NEVER wanting to get married again was the same fight I waged on owning and running a business. I know, I'm whack. I have to get the word "never" out of my vocabulary. Real talk. Most things I said I would never do, I've done. And honestly? None of them were really that bad....

All of that to say, it's 10ish in the morning and I've been able to check off about 4 things from my StarChild to do list. YAY! As always, when I get finished, I'm going to post up on the chaise....turn on the Boondocks (season 2)...and hope not to fall asleep during one of their edgily funny (not sure edgily is a word but care~) episodes.

I think I told y'all that I have been accused as of late of living in Narnia. By that, my BFF meant that I was living in a fantasy world with some of my actions and thinking. Technically, he's right. I've always felt that my way was the BEST way. Now I leave it up to time to decipher if my actions are to the good or to the bad. Either way, it's done. Lesson learned if my decision sucked - - but serious gain if my decision rocked! I think 2009 is going to be about, not so much making the PERFECT choices, but just CHOOSING to do something and then DOING IT! Stick-to-it-tiveness will be honored this year...knowing when to fold 'em is ALWAYS honored (don't put good money after bad).

Ok, I've rambled enough....BUT I'm STICKING TO my resolution to blog more. So yay! Early morning victory for she who IS the victor!

Loving you and loving me,
B.da (BC)