The "Future" Prayer

Lord, if he is not what You want me to have.. Take him.
If he was only here for a season... Take him.
(Does the fact that I'm even writing this mean I want You to...Take him?)
I've been loved before to no avail... Take him.
I gotta admit I can't do this too much longer...Take him.
If he's not going to complement me spiritually....Take him.
If he is not designed to be my peace...Take him.
I love him...
But if You don't love "us"?...Take him.

(I don't know what prayer Ciara prayed to get Russell, but I feel like this is the one she shoulda prayed to get rid of Future.)